Hmm
Why is life against me? Why is there someone out there who doesn’t want me to win? I don’t understand life anymore. I give my everything and it all comes back straight into my face. I give and give everything i’ve got to people and now i’ve got nothing left to give.
I know where i’ll be safe and i just want to go there. I wish i could see beyond tomorrow but at the moment it doesn’t seem possible.
I have the worlds best friend, she’s everything i need and want. But at the moment it’s seeming really difficult to be best friends with someone. I’ve given her everything but someone out there doesn’t want us to be best friends but i won’t let go and i’ll keep giving and giving untill she’s had everything i’ve got. I don’t understand why i keep pushing her away.
Life knows how to get me down and it’s winning. All i try to do at the moment is sleep, but my body won’t let me. Everything hurts. I don’t want to hurt anymore.
