Life’s like a walk in the park…
Sometimes cold and wet and muddy, and other times, fun sunny warm and just bloody fantastic! 
I’ve decided that maybe seeing friends you haven’t seen in about 3 weeks is actually one of the best things ever. I never realised how much i miss some people untill today. I realised that maybe my life isn’t as bad as i thought, maybe i should just forget about myself for a bit and push myself to one side, a smile would never hurt every once in a while. I really miss some of my friends and i think i should think more about my friends before i end up not having them anymore because i push them all away. There are some people out there who are more important than a few problems in my head.
Today, someone made me realise that life’s worth so much more than crying and being upset. She made me see that maybe i should realise what i have got rather than what i haven’t. I’ve decided i’ve not yet got the figure i want, haven’t got the bikini i’d like for my holiday that is actually next week, but there are more important things in this world than this.
I don’t know what to do atm, i’m a mess. I’m just pushing it to one side and then everything’ll be fine.
